I did not want to be a
hillbilly, and I assumed that if I liked hillbilly music, that meant I was a
hillbilly. I had to listen to quite a bit of it, though, from age ten on,
because it was my father’s favorite, and he had control of the radio, which
before TV was like having control of the remote.
I was ten years old when
we moved 135 miles south, from the laboring lower class near east side of
Indianapolis, to a hardscrabble farm near Oakland City. It was definitely a
step down socially and economically.
In Indianapolis we did not
have a car, but we could walk or ride the street car to any place we wanted to
go. We had a furnace in the basement, and a gas stove, and an indoor toilet. On
the farm, we had none of these things. We barely had electricity, and that only
in the house, not the barn or the other out-buildings. We didn’t have a car, so
we didn’t go any place, except for hitching the horse up to the wagon to go
into town to have feed ground. It was a hillbilly existence. I did not want to
be a hillbilly, so I did not like their music.
It wasn’t just that I
wanted to be a city guy with a car and indoor plumbing. Hillbilly music just
banged off my ear drums. It was twangy and nasal and ungrammatical. I had not
lived long enough to understand that the twangs and the “ain’ts” were the
necessary way to tell the stories of those songs. I had not lived enough stories
yet to realize that the best songs always tell a story, a real one, an honest
one, a true one.
All this comes to mind
because we have been watching the excellent Ken Burns documentary on PBS about
country music.
In Indianapolis I had liked
folk songs that I learned at Lucretia Mott Public School # 3, on Rural Street.
My sister and I sang them as we did the dishes—Down In the Valley, Darling Clementine, I’ve Been Workin’ On The
Railroad, etc. I didn’t understand that folk and hillbilly came out of the same
stories.
In high school in Oakland City,
there were plenty of hillbilly kids, kids who liked hillbilly music. I wanted
to run with the cool kids, though, the ones who listened to Frank Sinatra and
Doris Day, not Hank Williams and Kitty Wells, the ones who danced to Benny
Goodman and Count Basie, not to Bill Monroe and Bob Wills. I wanted the musical
stories that came from Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein, not from Jimmy
Rodgers and Minnie Pearl.
But “story” became the
motif of my life. That’s all I’ve ever been—a story listener, a story teller, a
story preacher, a story sharer. So country music became a part of my life, too,
because of the stories, so much so that in my latter years I have gladly
referred to myself as “a hillbilly.”
I usually add “liberal,”
as in “hillbilly liberal,” so folks will know I like Meredith Willson as well
as Tom T. Hall, but I’m my father’s son, even though there was a time he didn’t
think so. I know he’s my father, because I like hillbilly music.
John Robert McFarland
“Yesterday is dead and
gone, and tomorrow’s out of sight…” Kris Kristoferson
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