CHRIST IN WINTER:
Reflections on Faith for the Years of Winter… ©
I was asked to give the
pastoral prayer at St. Mark’s UMC yesterday, where we were wed 56 years ago. I
knew people would be unfocused after a Palm Sunday parade by three dozen
children, and about that many adults, led by a sousaphone, and after IU’s victory
over KY in basketball the night before, so I thought I should acknowledge that
it was hard to focus, and then try to get people to relax and let the Spirit
take over. Too much for one prayer, I’m afraid, but here is the prayer. It was
followed by a period of silent prayer and then praying the Lord’s Prayer
together. You’ll be able to get the idea, even if you don’t understand the
local references:
Merciful and almighty God,
bless those of us assembled here, because here we are again, some assembly
required, some of us with happy hearts, some with heavy hearts, some of us
because we want to share the joy, some because we need help with the pain. But
we’re here mostly out of habit. Or because someone else made us come. Or we
just didn’t want to make breakfast ourselves.
Some of us are already
dozing, because the announcements were so boring. Some of us are making grocery
lists. Some of us are wondering if the Tudor Room is serving today.
But be patient. You really
owe us that much. It wasn’t easy to get here, you know. Why can’t you at least
make them get into the car so we can be on time?
That reminds us that we
aren’t all that happy with you. Some of us are downright mad. Yes, we addressed
you as almighty and merciful when we started, but that’s just out of tradition,
and a little bit of fear, that you might strike us with a lightning bolt if we
don’t bow and scrape. If you were really almighty and merciful, you’d do a lot
better job of running this world. You’ve taken from us people we love, and it’s
so hard to get along without them. And you let all sorts of bad things happen.
What’s with making the world so the big animals have to eat the little ones?
And a world where little children get sick? And here we are, shouting hosannas
and waving palms, and we know it won’t even take half a week before that goes
south.
But it’s not all bad,
being here in your church, God, even if you’re not all that almighty and
merciful. At least Aaron will have to watch them for an hour. That’s a relief.
And we are basking in the sure knowledge that you cheer for the same specific
sports team we favor. So we ask you to replace our schadenfreude at the expense
of those who cheer for lesser teams with mitgeful, that ability to sympathize
with those who suffer, even though we prefer to enjoy their misery. Yes, it’s
okay to be here.
It’s real nice to have
folks back from spring break, and have our mission trip team home safe from
Guatemala. Thank you for that. The sweet bread at breakfast was good. Pam is
over there at the organ. We ignore her most of the time, but she makes us think
we can sing, even all those hymns nobody’s ever heard of, and that’s good.
Maybe Mary Beth will tell a funny story.
And maybe you’ll keep that
promise that you made in Jesus, that wherever we gather in his name, that he’ll
be here, too. Even now there’s sort of a rustling, like the rush of angel wings,
no, more like a kind of tapping as we relax back into our chairs, silent
tapping, like Jesus is going down the rows and tapping, on the head, on the
hand, in our hearts, getting our attention, you, yes, you, you’re the one. I’m
glad you’re here, we’ve got work to do, together, in here, in this worship
place.
And work to do together
out there. Let’s go to the highways and byways right now in our hearts and tap
every lost soul, and say, you, yes you, you’re the one. I’m glad you’re here.
All those folks on the list in the bulletin. The old person all alone, the
abused child, the homeless refugee, the slave, the prisoner, the addict. In
Guatemala, in Syria, in Bloomington. Right now, tap them in your heart, the
Spirit is saying, and bring them in.
Is that Jesus, or is that
the Holy Spirit saying that to us? We get confused about that stuff, but we
know it’s You, God, one way or another, Okay, we’ve got more answers than
questions. We’re chewing more than we’ve bitten off, but we’re ready now,
pretty much. Be with us, please, as we go up and down the rows of our lives and
our world now in our hearts, as we walk along in the Spirit, with Jesus, in
prayer, as he taps all those we know, and as he taps, and we pray, especially
for all those no one knows, who have no one else to pray for them…
JRMcF
johnrobertmcfarland@gmail.com
My youthful ambition was
to be a journalist, and write a column for a newspaper. So I think of this blog
as an online column. I started it several years ago, when we followed the
grandchildren to the “place of winter,” Iron Mountain, in Michigan’s Upper
Peninsula [The UP]. I put that in the sub-title, ”Reflections on Faith from
a Place of Winter for the Years of Winter, where life is defined by winter
even in the summer!” [This phrase is explained in the post for March 20, 2014.]
We no longer live in “the place of winter.” The grandchildren grew up, so in
May, 2015 we moved “home,” to Bloomington, IN, where we met and married. It’s
not a “place of winter,” but we are still in winter years of the life cycle, so
I continue to work at understanding what it means to be a follower of Christ in
winter…
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