“DAILY”
DEVOTIONAL-Watching for the Spirit
THE DOGS OF THE DEAD-END GANG [T, 5-26-20]
I know the names of five
dogs in our neighborhood—Jack, Angie, Mobley, Betty Jean, and Eddie. It’s the
anonymous dogs that get me caught in dead ends. I know where the named dogs
come from and where they are going. The routes of the anonymous dogs are
unpredictable.
As I walk, I try to take
routes that are without dogs. I like the dogs, but in our neighborhood, a dog
is always accompanied by a person, and in this pandemic time, it’s important to
avoid people. It’s not too bad if there are walks on both sides of the street.
If I see someone coming, I just cross the street. We wave, and maybe even say
“Hello,” but there are 30 feet between us. Good enough.
But if I have taken one of
the side streets, the ones that have no walks, that have dead ends, it’s easy
now to get trapped. The only way out brings me too close to the other person.
The other day a man was walking THREE anonymous dogs at once. They stopped at
the junction of dead-end Regency and main Westminster, because all three dogs
had to poop. They were not efficient, although polite. Each one waited to do
their business until the one ahead of them had done theirs. And the man had to
get out a plastic bag each time to pick it up. It took forever. I couldn’t get
out until all the poop was picked up.
My brain is much like that
these days, prone to go down dead-end streets and then get stuck while the poop
process goes on. I’m especially bad about remembering some wrong that is now
totally irrelevant, because I’m the only person left alive who even remembers
it, and rehearsing all the evils of all the other people in that episode. How
useless; I can’t even go yell at them. It’s totally dead end. But in this
quarantined time, it’s so easy to go down mental dead ends.
What’s the remedy? The
apostle, Paul, said it: Finally, beloved, whatever is true, whatever is
honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever
is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of
praise, think about these things. [Philippians 4:8, NRSV]
JRMcF
Virtual hugs! I recognize myself in your writing today as I do many times and have a sense of relief that someone I love and respect struggles with many of the same internal dead ends.
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